Crap academic world!

These days Im reading (and simultaneously writing) about coding from Saldana's book. Its a very interesting and easy to understand book.
While I was reading thorough I realised that the whole time that I was coding my document (Program Handbook), I did not do it in a systematic way. Im so angry because Elena did not tell me. I think Im just wasting my time because of her. Its not her first time. Every time I trust her, I missed a big block of time:
My first year questionnaire
Theory of change
Coding
She could ask, she could say she is not sure. Instead she said its good!
How irresponsible some people are!
My intention right now is to just finish this PhD and escape from this crap academic world! I don't want to argue, I dont want excuse, I dont want to discuss, I want to release!