I need a change!

I feel guilty as I realised that Youka is not ready for music test. Her teacher had told Majid that she has not predicted enough! Shame! I wasn't restrict enough to her recently. Such a miserable mum I am. We haven't talked properly recently. And I didn't spend much time with her. My little ducky! :(

I need to change my way. Life is too short. PhD is not that much worthwhile.