Meeting!

I had a meeting on Tuesday at 1:15 with both Alyson & Elena.

Elena's comments:

She basically needed more explanation for analysis part, the one which I linked my study to theory. She did not say anything whether it is a useful theory or not... 

(That is why I need to see Alyson. Supposed I did more elaboration and at the end we realised its not a suitable one. Then what will happen? Exactly like the Theory of Change. She did not say any comments and asked me to do more and at the end Alyson said it does not match perfectly).

Again, as usual she started to talk about her project with Alyson. It is very annoying as I feel that she does not care about my presence there. It is not one time, or two times, it happens all the time when we have group meeting. I think she abuses my time. 

Allyson's comments:

She asked me about the disagreement between the rater. She asked me why and what was the reason of disagreement. I think she believed that because this sort of content is not so complicated, then there should not be this much disagreement. She believed that the document I am working with is a highly formal document and it is not very complicated.She asked me to check what was the reason behind the disagreement. Elena was happy to sit together and do the coding again. Im sick of this process...

She also criticised my reference that Cohen is not a professional one. She said that Creswell is not bad, but Saldana is the best (it is just focused on coding).

She also suggested me to read about content analysis. She also talked about generic terms for coding: co-coding category, fine grain category...

She suggested that while Im writing I need to bring some cotation to prove my explanation. 

She also suggested to talk to Terry Lovat.

She said that I must write 2,3 pages everyday. If I do not know enough, then start to know and also start to write about what I know. 

I can see a big mountain in front of me. I do not want to be weak, I do not want to be a sick person. I want to be strong, very strong. I want to carry this load and smash it. I want to prove to myself that I can. I go further, I go and I ignore all the barriers, all the unwanted and I make it one day.